It's only up from here, right?

I’ve never been on a date with you. I’ve never kissed, nor held your hand. But I can imagine my future with you. It’s scary, but I can see you as part of my life even if it means waiting till we turn 30. I can see us having a house with garden full of dogs. I can see us paiting the rooms of our house and get more paint on us than the walls. I can see us having a lot of kids and see them playing in the playground we built for them. I can see us having water gun fights everyday because they’re so much fun. I can see you being in the kitchen trying to teach our daughters bake so I could sneak in and ruin it all with the flour fight just to see the smile on our kid’s faces. I can see myself teaching our sons how to treat woman so they respect their mother and respect their sisters. I can see you beautifully working on your new art being all covered up in paint while I take photos without you knowing because it’s the only time when you’re the most beautiful. I can see us eating cereals at night while sitting on the floor when there’s a perfectly fine table behind us. I can see myself going to our kids room and fighting the monsters that hides in their closet so they could tell everybody at school how amazing I am. I can see us ditching the parties just to drink the wine out of the bottle in the bathtube while our kids are at our parents. I can see myself surprising you with everything because unexpected things are the best. I can see myself teaching our kids how to ride a bike because there was no one to teach me how to do it. I can see us sitting by the fireplace in our pyjamas and telling stories about how we met and how we fell in love with each other. I want our kids to know what we had to go through to be finally together. I can see a lot of things that have you in it. You can call me a fool, you can tell me I’m insane and out of my mind, but till I can imagine future with you I won’t give up. I believe in us. I have hope because people who are meant to be together will always find their way back to each other. They make take detours in life, but they’re never lost. People will never understand, but we had something special. I vow to love you and no matter what challenges might carry us apart, we will always find a way back to one another because, “ I’ve never been so sure of anything before”.

chamju:

@chrissyisabear

“How could it not be you.”

— Dudleey0410 (via dudleey0410)

kinkshamer69:

i love when people say that sexuality is a choice because we all know that if it was, nobody would like boys

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loveinsidethings:

Love, Me.

“I’m not yours and you’re not mine but what we have goes further than being left undefined.”

— P.F. (via paperfluxx)

“I want both my absence and my presence to mean something to you.”

— PF (via paperfluxx)

“She loved like a body of water, always going to the bounds of her yearnings. kissing hearts like shores and stealing parts of them like breaths. Receding back into herself only to find loneliness crawling out and splashing like a wave.”

— Lydia Flores, Journal (via inlightofthesoul)

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Source: inlightofthesoul

Love

sirlagsalotzzz:

Love is choking on straight coffee
at two in the morning with a stranger
not because you want to be cool
or succumb to the social norms of a college student
but because it reminds you of her
how you’ll hurt yourself for her
compromise for her
do things you usually wouldn’t
because it reminds you of her.
Love is when you leave TWO slices of pizza,
not one
because you KNOW she will eat the second slice
right before brushing her teeth.
Love, is knowing that after you’ve sworn and yelled and begged
you’ll both go to your place of solitude
and return with arms out and eyes up
knowing it needs to happen
for growth.
Love can be a bitch
It can be the reason for nearly crashing your bike
because you thought you saw her on the sidewalk
and you weren’t expecting a heart attack
til your sixties
when she has crow’s feet
and you have a widow’s peak.
Love is the most dangerous substance to step foot on this rock
of humanity and soul

Note, that I do not say Love is good nor bad,
because it can be either
it can fuel you to accomplish incredible feats
It can also impale you forty-seven times in the dark alley of fear and distrust.

She,
Is Love
Because every time I see her face,
hear her voice
think about her courage
those lips
that heart
I remember so many late nights,
I think of so many days to come
I know,
That she is everything
I’ve been searching for
And I’ve been looking for such a long time
the ink on the map has faded and all I can see are my
stained fingerprints
from spilt ink
coffee grounds
clumped clay
smudged tears

Love,
Is worth it,
Every time.